Reena Mohamed

Red Chilli

2012-01-07T04:37:00.000-08:00

I look red , I know

I just wanna thanks my dearie sis ;)

Baju nh dipakai masa pergi wedding anak Dato' Rahim

Masa tu kt Dewan Sri Siantan , Putrajaya

The wedding was awesome !

Main thing nak highlight untuk post ni is

I REALLY LOVE THIS KURUNG !

I MEAN LIKE SO IN LOVE !!!

Hey Boyfriend

2012-01-05T12:07:00.001-08:00

Dear Boyfriend

You are one of my best , just so you know that

2012

2012-01-05T11:57:00.000-08:00

It's 2012 baby !

So how does it feel being on 2012 , leaving all past behind ?

It better be good right ;) No more 2011 now

First of all , thank you Allah for giving me more time to live my life

Thank you for giving my family , my love and friends another chance as well

I will not take any gift from You for granted !

THANK YOU !

rememberance

2011-12-27T10:37:00.000-08:00

2011 has been a tough year for me

I wish by tomorrow morning and every upcoming mornings

I can still get to see everyone

I cant afford to lose another ;(

love

2011-12-27T10:10:00.000-08:00

I know it has been loooooong , I know . Told ya I might rarely post , I was burdened with whole lotta works for the past few months, weeks and days . For being understanding , thanks.

Its almost 2012 , another sweet remarkable year is about to become past in our life. I can hardly wave goodbye to 2011 . My parents , my sibs , my granny , my relatives , my bf , my friends and everyone I know are still with me , Im too sad to greet 2012 as I know nothing about future . And perhaps too scared to face what might comes next . Maybe ..

Dear parents , I love you two like so much . Those words sound too common , everyday they are said in various way . But just know , the love for two of you is buried deep inside my heart and it remains forever . I just cant take it being apart with you two . Even by remembering of you , I can easily cry . Im so touched with everyhting you've done to me , and Im glad to say Im a proud daughter of you , please know that .

Sibs , I may be the last , youngest , smallest or whatever it is called . But Im still your little sis . Im growing , each day with a hope of becoming like all of you . Thanks for keeping the love by showing too much care to each other . Thanks for understanding what siblings are for exact , just a big thanks for being part of me . Without you I may not be where I am now .

Granny , you're my only left grandma . And amazing you're still here watching me climbing life a step after one . Im sorry if I ever wronged you , I know that well . I love you , I really do ... These words mean nothing without you . Thanks God , for giving me days with her .

Dear 2012 , please . Let them enjoy another remarkable year . Be nice to them , fill their days with fun and joy . Dear My Lord , You are The Almighty ... You knows best for us . Please keep blessing my family and please create smiles upon their faces everyday . Amin

Tribute to A Friend

2011-12-13T10:35:00.000-08:00

Dear Friend , its December 14th 2011 ... How are you there ? Its been a long time since we last met , talked , texted , laughed and more . I wonder if you still remember me . Perhaps u might hate me by now . Im sorry , please understand me . I know there's no reason for you to ever forgive me , but we both know who you are . My humble friend ;) So lets recall US . We met last few years , u were there and I was right in front of you . Of course with Apong . Eh , remember how Apong interviewed you ? Was it hard ? He was just testing you , he was in your shoe before ;) Remember how you two worked together ? Haha and I had to visit both of you every 6pm sharp ! It wasnt quite far , the journey was worth cause I got to meet both of you . Remember Apong's birthday ? And we were frantically planning a suprise for him ? Lol that was a total chaos ! Thanks for reserving the 3-quarter pants for me without telling him . Thanks as well for hiding the pants from him and ran to pass it to me at that level 2 elevator ;D U were good that time seriously , and we managed to throw him the suprise ! THANK YOU !!!

Then remember each time I brought both of you breads ? Haha . That moment , when I was having problems with him , remember what you texted me ? Again and again you asked me to reconcile . Why me ? Because he's a guy , I should understand him better . Okay ! Your texts were too long , I was like reading essays each time haha but I enjoyed them . You were really inspiring . Remember when I pursued my Degree and you texted me to come and see you ? Well I do remember ! But I never had a chance to make it . Never had ? I was lying ! I had too many chances but wasted them ! Forgive me please ;(

Then remember you guys were playing futsal ? Apong and I sent you back home , I was asleep and all I remembered was you left my car and said bye ;) Was that the last one ? And the time flew away ...

Remember you texted me asking how was I that time ? I replied with a happy heart ;D And you often reminded me not to pick a fight with Apong , remember this as well ? Haha . You ended up telling me to keep this relationship lasts cause you really love both of us . I still remember this ;) We love you too ! Then you were broke , u texted Apong to lend some money . And I gave you mine . You promised to pay me back which you really did . What were you thinking , of course I trust you !

And suddenly you were quiet , Apong told me he met you . You were not working there anymore and you bought a car ! Wow !You did well ! But you never gave me a ride ;( Of course , we never met since that last futsal . It was my fault for not spending time with you .

2010 , my phone rang ... I was sleeping that time . It was a short nap actually , but the sound woke me up . Your brother gave me a call , with a ... i dont know . Lazy voice ? Sad voice ? I was drowsy I couldnt hear well ! He asked me do I know you and I said no . I SAID NO ??? That was because I thought he dialled me wrong number ! Or maybe a prank called ? Then few minutes later Apong gave me a call . Oh my , that previous call was really dialled for me .

It has been more than a year now , buddy ! Were you really dead ? Why were you driving and how did they hit you ? When was the time and what did you actually tend to do ? Why did you do this and why did you left me too soon ??? I miss you ! And the feeling of missing is much hurting than losing ! Each time your name appears in my head , there's always a breeze whispering me close and I end up crying . See how meaningful you are to me ? I should have met you at first , I should have texted you first , I should have done everything if only I knew about this ! It was too soon , you left me too soon ;(

Dear Friend , please know . You'll always have my me as you friend no matter what . It was silly to call you when I know you wont be there to pick up my call . I called , not expecting you to answer . Just because Im missing you ... like so much . I thought of you with love today , but it is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday and previous days too . I think of you in silence , I know nobody will ever listen . All I have now are memories and pictures captured with eyes . Its okay , God has you in his keeping , but I always have you in my heart now and forever . I miss you Shafiq ... I'll give you a visit , just promise me you'll wait ;)

Ramadhan is leaving

2011-08-24T21:49:00.000-07:00

Bulan puasa nh mencabar sgt . Byk kali upset , tp tahan je if tk sia sia puasa .
So first time Ramadhan kt ofc , first day I was blur ... Tk tau wht exactly should do .
Masa nh lh rasa lunch break sgt lama =p So lepak and online je lh kt sini ..
The rest pergi lepak surau and tido , I did tht once but after kene migraine , I quit =)
And oh ! Bulan puasa best sebab mama akan masak mcm mcm . I mean serious mcm mcm !
Ive posted some pictures but not here lah , at least three main courses a day .
Kuih or desserts tu lain pulak , tu pun blum tambah yg beli beli . Ure a great MOM !
She just loves cooking so much , we all know that ( sibs )

So nh dh Ramadhan ketiga with Harris . Pejam celik , dh 3 years kite puasa same kn ?
Alhamdulillah =) And this special Ramadhan jugak , Elya first sambut as a wife lol !
( still she acts like a 3 y/o kid most of d time ) hehehe .

Sekarang Im still in d ofc , wasting time . Elya kacau plus hasut blk rumah ?
What-a-sistaaa ! I wont buy her , I choose to stick holding on till tomorrow =D
4 hours left before Im heading home , what a relief ! Its Thursday , Friday is next !
I wish somehow I can be more tolerate with myself here . 2 months left ...
Being an intern isnt as easy as being a student =/ Nevermind .. Im oke being one .
Syawal is approaching real fast , frankly speaking I prefer Ramadhan bcz its the
only month where I can act more wise and be more practical in life . Dn ask further ,
Im just loving it =) Raya pun best what ! Raya this year best sebab granny is here !
So tk pya blk kampung =) I know kampung best but once a while , raya rumah sendiri pn oke jugak ... All the cousins will be here too . Great !

Oke im running out of time now , got something to do . It was a sudden call . Distracting kn ?
Will cont later **

I got annoyed

2011-08-18T00:16:00.000-07:00

DO NOT CLAIM URSELF AS ME WHENEVER YOU'RE ONLINE

PLEASE ?

A SIMPLE APOLOGIZE WOULD BE FINE

BUT THERE ISN'T ANY

17 August 2011 !

2011-08-17T02:54:00.001-07:00

Hello sweeties ! I had to take leave for today since everyone is on leave ( except me ) and I get jealous seeing my sis lepaking home doing fun stuff while Ive to work * sigh *

I went to a clinic and got 2 days mc ... Lucky me , after all I dn feel good my back is aching a bit ;(

Breakfasting fr today will be attended by more ppl . Parents , Boy's fam , Elya's fam & me ... Julie is out sumwhr , she got me pissed off just now . Why cnt she tolerate w us ? Idk and too lazy to think abt it . Dad was dancing just now ( its called cat-dance lol ) and hes soooo funny ;) How I love each of them damn much !

Oke back to me , I woke up early today ( thought Im gonna work but end up lazing on couch ) so I drove straight to Shah Alam since Elya is having her check up today then drove back to home around 1pm . I was sooo exhausted , extremely tired so I had a long nap fr 5 hours ! Haha and the eyes went dark ;p Since Im awake now , guess I better help mom preparing food back then . I only had 2 sausages and a cup of hot milo fr sahur ths morning , Im hungry a bit hehe . Im imagining Kenny Rogers' roasted chicken omg omg omg how amazing ! Nvm , soon I'll get it !

Oke I better off fr a while , gonna take shower and get something frm shop . Bubbye love !

When she has noth to do

2011-08-08T21:44:00.000-07:00

When im updating blog , i dn like being disturbed or distracted by anything . Human , insects , dusk or whatsoever . Why ? Because Im a total hater of distraction . I just read an article of riot in london , it was a super mess ! Ppl were frantically running , some even robbed shops . Oh my , ths is really freaking me out . Weird things are happening non-stop , creating chaos and end in tragic ;( Hope Malaysia wont experience the same !

I am currently posting ths post in d office , its lunch hour . Who would bother , everyone is busy eating , I am d only malay left in ths department . Naah I wont get tempted anyway ;D Im trying hard to keep my idle speech even to bestie lately , no other reason jst think they are pointless to be chatted around . Its been quite a while since I last went fr shopping , wish theres a money tree planted behind my hse , Im so running out of $$$ ! Lolly needs a lot of attention , poor baby lolly ... I couldnt care less abt her , shes d reason im keeping up some bucks . W/o her I might probably end up walking to everywhr .

It'll be good if only I cn upload pictures frm here . Ahha I knw thts impossible , cz I'll never bring any usb or cable just to post photos from ths slow-pc ! Im updating the blog depending on my mood ... It may be frequent , may be REAL rare , or none at all fr a yr . Everyday comes in different situation , I may nt hv time to update as frequent as now perhaps . Oke guess I better off typing , need to rest the fingers fr few documents after lunch hour . Bubbye !

Love !

you know who you are

2011-08-06T21:45:00.000-07:00

I used to update my blog like daily , yeah daily ...

But then I became brisk since the past years and couldnt update frequently

Oke this post is actually made for the one who always check out my blog

( Oke now I dh post something , u can have something to read kan ? )

Haha ure really something , Ive to push my mind instead of resting just to

jot down things and words here . But still I hope you'll appreciate the posts here

So today hari ke-6 puasa , Ive missed 2 days alreadyyy haha . Today I feel like eating

ayam penyet with parents , elya & abg mujib . The tummy has gone wild , rocking hard inside

lol . Oke mom's calling loud , gtg now . Cont later oke bubbye !

Superfriends

2011-08-06T21:25:00.000-07:00

This is dedicated to Adila Shaharin & Nor Syahirah , again ;)

Dear friends , I wish somehow u knw how much I value our friendship

I love you two so much , u made my previous years wonderful

Let's stay the way we are now , forever

Cake & Bunny

2011-08-06T09:28:00.000-07:00

When Bunny found Cake , she was crying heavily .

Bunny tried to make jokes , and ... oh he did it !

I guess bunny has fall in love and tend to fly high ...

Yahooo !

Unfortunately , he happened to disappear in clouds . Oh my ! Where has he been ?

The Cake felt so sorry , she has not thanked Bunny for his jokes .

She only got to say goodbye ...

poor Cake , pity Bunny

Saturday Again

2011-08-06T09:04:00.000-07:00

I am super duper exhausted today ! Went to Pandan Indah around 2pm to repair my Lolly ( make sure it wont get wet again ) and done by 4pm . Right , straight to PKNS to repair my Babystormy , sth wrong with its touchscreen ;( Will only get to use it by monday . And so I got stucked in jammed with beloved papa . Hehe managed to get back home by 6 , had a nice nap and time fr berbuka yeayyyy !

Mom is a great cook , we had a fantastic dishes ( nasi briyani made by mom ) along with other appetizer and drinks . Dad wasnt around , just me , mama , elya and abg mujib .

- thanks mama -

Jotting

2011-08-05T00:40:00.000-07:00

Oke seharusny today Im going to Shah Alam . But d plan was cancelled for several reasons :

* Lolly is not oke , Im not going to travel by KTM ths month !

* Gf Syera might not be there ( She wasnt sure when I asked jst now but I assume she wont b thr )

* Gf Dyla probably couldnt get herself out from her aunt's hse

* Mom cooks a lot today ( rase rugi if im nt around )

And so I am here , home sweet home skipping the next half-day job at office =)

I am so ME . They can say nothing more so why bother troubling self ?

I have few dates coming . The brain got all puzzled , unsolved . Guess Ive to reschedule my break-fasting plan with dearie brella , lalak , iera ... next with nurul , with syera ( A MUST ) and few more peeps . Can we all meet in a day , eat like never and phewww , DONE ! Haha damn selfish =))

Dad is sleeping by now , mom oso ( must be tired ) , sis is playing farmfrenzy ( wht a game ) and I am updating my blog like supershit cz im bored to death ;/ fullstop

#you

2011-08-05T00:31:00.000-07:00

Ppl randomly understand me (tho it dont gv a damn to me )

Still I find it sad , I dn expect ppl to judge <--- this is so-like-never

Just at least learn how to appreciate my good deeds ( if thr is any )

I met wholla lots of peeps everyday

I dn care how they come in diff features

I just need them to know

We all live in the same world

Breathing the same oxygen

So why dn YOU learn tht you're SO NOT the only one

living human on earth ?

* you're doltish *

yeayyy happy sunday finally

2011-07-25T05:17:00.000-07:00

Finally ... finally ... finally !

Pagi ahad yg kelam , mama and papa were out to Melaka sebab ad sedara meninggal . I was left home alone . Ap lg , call Harris ajak teman lunch . Tp boleh plak tk bgn tido smpai 1 ptg ? Bengang giler kot ! Dh lh all ths while ajak keluar ckp busy , then dh wt plan kene lk cncel last min . Alasan ? Keluar mkn ng fam , jaga rumah , anak buah rmi blablabla ... Fine meh let me be the one yg keep fhm again and again . Tk p lh , time lunch hour nnt let me come over ur office kte mkn sama oke ? Aduhhh tk jadi jugak pdhal ak dh apply half day , alasan ? susa lh nk tunjuk jalan , pening . Erghhh ! Tk jmp lg tuh . Then dy bg suggestion , " Tk p nnt org g uma awak after blk keje k "... Oke lh oke fine ! But then ? Again !!!! BUSY + PENAT tk sempat drop by . Whatever lh ! Bosan lh .

Pastu sambung balik td , call pny call... finally he answered the phone " sorry tetdo tk dgr . Tk boleh kuar today nk hantar adik"... Lallalallalalalalallalalaaashit !

So I made a date with my long - ages bestie , Brella . Jumpe kt Nilai , lpk lpk jap then he called saying otw blk so boleh jmp . Waktu tu serious mls . Tp fikir fikir mmg lama kot tk jmp . So we finally met . Dy belanja McD yeayyyy ! And we had fun time lepak sana sini , tgk takraw yg menyakitkan hati tu sebab kalah and then mkn mlm baru lh blk . Thanks sygggg ! U knw exactly how to win my heart . Ily !

#LOVE

2011-07-22T00:14:00.000-07:00

Thank you Mr . Boyfriend

For loving me way too much

I Love You

Kamalharris // ILOVEYOU

my girls

2011-07-22T00:03:00.000-07:00

you know who you are

thanks for always being there for me

this is US =)

Kerugian satu =)

2011-07-20T21:45:00.001-07:00

Oke a min spending time reading over this post ;

I was on the walk , suddenly the step got captured , froze for a sec . Omg omg omgoshhhh ! I think I saw something beautiful , damn gorgieee ! The callas of course ??? Oke its my taste , my fav . Wht to say ? From top to toe , haha im just loving it ! Hope I may smell , kiss or at least touch them . Haha alahai all these of course lh we can get anywhere , spend bucks over and get them but I really appreciate few things and I strongly think I have the right to be amazed and fascinated by them . Again , at leastttttt !

I was damn close but I happened not to realize the beauty of them . Haishhh rugi ! Then when I was a bit further , baru lh I realized grrrr smart smart smart ! The texture , the look =)

Oke lh dh puas hati ! Haha . I am all this way =)

Say whatttt ? ( syeera's fav quote )

Tiring Week

2011-07-15T23:22:00.000-07:00

Sweet Saturday !

Today I woke up damn late , of course bcz I was so exhausted yest . Mmg lh cuti ( of course ) but still was tired bcz pergi Shah Alam at 2pm and got back at 9pm ( pdhal before tu dh ke sana sini ) . Told you I was super tired !

And today , bangun lambat =) Nasib baik tk kerje , if not I would have missed one day . Petang nh pulak , Im going to Damansara (Elya's house ) ... Perhaps spending a night there and return home 2moro noon . The next day dh start kerje .. Erghhh why cant I have another off day ???

Working is damn dull part in my life as fr now , Im doing the same job each day and still hv to ask every min fr another job . Why cant they prepare a full day job fr me so I wont have to ask no more ? Boringggggg =( Lunch time lagi lh sucks . Plus , boyfie will have to be transferred by next week . Lagi lh tk d kawan nk teman lunch =( I wish today is November 18th 2011 !!!

budak budak sekolah yg gila ?

2011-07-05T06:22:00.000-07:00

You can spend hours analyzing a situation

and even trying hard to put the pieces together

justifying what could hv or would hv happened

or ...

you can just leave the pieces on the floor

and move the F on

- Poor you expired faggot -

Wonderful Wedding

2011-06-30T19:21:00.000-07:00

So here we are with some pictures taken , everyone was so busy they couldnt care more

on photos . It was only only me not looking too busy while I was , lol .

Thanks for the lovely day , weather was fine , delicious dishes ,

sweet flower girls , nice guests and lots more !

Happy Wedding Day !

Finally another sacred love was tied on June 24th 2011

May you two be blessed with this perfect mariage ever !

Elya Shazleen Mohamed & Mohd Mujib Muslim

Part Time Job ; Circus Monkey

2011-06-30T19:07:00.001-07:00

Title exactly goes to this one funny person . Adoyaiii ... he acts like super clown yelling here and there not knowing whr he actually stands all this while . Wah marah ? yerp I am . Idk how lh in this whole wide world boleh terkawan ng dy ... eish stupid . Bukan tk blh kene gurau lh , but sp je tahan perangai bdh kaw ek ? Bila kite blh senyap , why dn we jst shut ? Why nk kene create issue sakitkan hati org ? Think lh ... nk kata org blaja tinggi tinggi tp tk d otak ? aiyooo ... tp tu lh beza blaja tinggi tinggi . educated . unlike you , tk cukup blaja tinggi tu yg tk d sivik tu . whatever . chowwww!

#Bestfriend

2011-06-26T09:49:00.000-07:00

Dear Adila Shaharin ,

Aku sayang kaw sgt . I dn have to say this , I knw u knw this really well . I just love you too much , Im not going to lose you . Please keep fighting , keep it hard . Kita kan ad byk plan , dh lupa ? So kaw kene jugak fight this time . Sorry I wasnt supposed to cry , ak nk motivate kaw tp I couldnt help it . Bila tgk kaw cmtu , with those hands tied ... sorry syg . Im nt that strong .

At times ak nk percaya yg smw nh fake , drama . But wht else can I do , my bestfriend is right before my eyes .. crying in silent . You dont look like adila shaharin at all . She's strong enough to face all this , I know her . And ak pun tau , soon kaw akan oke , being my bestfriend like once .

People may make assumption , ckp kaw koma blablabla ... let them be . Positive improvement from you even sikit pun , dh more than enough . You have to be strong , have to . No other option ! I shoud have been there with you before kaw balik . Sorry balik awal , sorry I didnt hug you ... Just tk nk kacau kaw tdo . Thats why I left a note so that you can read .. And ak sure kaw dh read note ak . Ak syg kaw sgt mok , sgt sgt ....

Have a speed recovery baby girl . I love you way too much !

Hectic Tuesday

2011-06-21T00:47:00.001-07:00

I woke up early in the morning , nk settle kerja sket . Pergi fac , settlekn practical but then check email , company tu blum send any offer letter . Wahhh saya pun ad masa lain jugak , tk kn nk melanguk je tunggu ? If tk dpt offer letter nh , tk boleh lh proceed tukar tempat prac kt office , then nk kne bwt rejection letter bagai . Erghhh ! Oke tk p , chill dl . Since my prob tk blh nk settle at hawk , settlekn prob ela dl pasal mini transcript . Makcik kerani mmg standard langsi , I know . Tp makin lama makin nyampah lak aii .. student je pun , ap salahny bwt kerja cepat sket . Haishhh .. Me and Dyla kene lh panjat turun tangga kt menara for a single transcript . But tk ksa , sbb kitorg pn bwt sekali alang alang . Then settle hal ela , hal syera plak . From Business School , smpai lh FSG , smpai FSPU cari kaunter hahaha ... Letak lh signboard besar sket bg clear . Grrrr ! However , glad smw dh settle except hal practical tuh ... Now nk tido , penat baru smpai uma . Call Apong just know while he was yawning , so smw dh letih . zzZZzZzz ...

Cheap Talk

2011-06-19T21:34:00.001-07:00

People may talk , let them be

You know , I know , we both know the truth

Whoever claims themselves as right , just fine

Nobody will say no

Because we take no part at all in judging others

Gfs

2011-06-07T07:49:00.000-07:00

Thank you for the sweet time

Thank you for the wonderful laughs we had

Thank you for the shine in the morning

Thank you for the stars at night

Thank you for the brilliant fun and joy

Thank you for the day we made

Thank you for the promises we keep

Thank you for keep standing by each other

Just a BIG THANK YOU for being friends with me

i love you girls like so so so much !

[ syeera . reena . dyla ]

Review Movie - P/S : I Love You

2011-05-29T09:14:00.000-07:00

P/S : I Love You ( 2007 )

Giler lh cerita nh . Tahun 2007 tp smpai skrg duk tgk lg . Haha . Oke cerita nh if tgk mcm fun je tp actually sedih ( last cerita mesti nanges , adoi ) . Holly Kennedy ( Hilary Swank ) mmg superb lh berlakon , al kisahny berkahwin pada usia yg muda iaitu 19 thn ng Gerry Kenedy ( Gerard Butler ) yg merupakan seorang Irish . Tp Gerry ad brain tumor and meninggal tk lama lepas tu ( peringkat awal cerita ) . So bermula lh movie P/S : I Love You .

Kematian Gerry bwt hidup Holly jd tk tentu , sebab mmg gila lh bila hubby kesayangan dy dh no longer on bed . The only one who can help her is the person yg dy syg sgt tuh , no one but Gerry . Before Gerry meninggal , he wrote Holly a series of letters utk guide Holly to move on . ( sedih tau hidup bergantung pd surat from the person we love ) So hidup Holly berjalan ikut phase by phase from letter tu , ap yg Gery tulis suruh Holly bwt , smw Holly bwt smpai lh finally Holly in love again , pun sebab Gerry tulis " Dn be afraid to fall in love again " sob sobbbb ! Rating utk movie nh 4/5 =)

Natural Look

2011-05-28T02:28:00.001-07:00

Certain ppl lg suke natural look , tk nk heavy make up tebal sepapan

Alasan ? Bf tk suka make up blabla ... tp still nk look attractive ?

Maybe korg boleh try natural make-up mcm Angelina Jolie nh kot ?

( Angelina Jolie , in her nude look )

Steps :

1) Make sure muka bersih , clean from any make-up - Generally , jgn over-wash muka sebab muka boleh jd kering . So cara mudah , guna make-up remover . Simple , amek kapas and titik sket make-up remover or air biasa and then lap je kt muka utk buang make-up lama .

2) Mosturize / Melembapkan - Elak kn guna scented lotion sebab boleh terukkan lagi jerawat , tk pn bwt kulit muka jadi alergi . So , guna lh oil-free or unscented lotion .

3) Pilih warna yg tepat as foundation muka - Cari warna yg transparent or nude , senang ckp yg sesuai lh ng kulit muka kite . Jgn nk putih , amek white sgt plak .. nnt pelik muka korg =) Sapu beberapa tanda kt muka contoh mcm calit kt pipi , dahi , hidung , dagu blabla . Lepas tu , guna sponge and ratakan foundation kt muka , blend sama rata bg even ng skin tone . Kalau ad eye bag yg warna lain ( darker ) , letak 3 dot foundation bwh mata and guna jari manis ( ring finger ) utk ratakan .

4 ) Guna concealer to cover dark / red spots - Ini lh pentingny concealer , utk tutup cacat cela kt muka mcm parut or jerawat ... selaluny pkai lh warna yg kontra . Contohny if jerawat tu kaler merah , guna corrector kit yg warna hijau . Yg parut , guna concealer utk cover parut ap yg tk patut .

5) Guna white eyeliner on the bottom of rim - Guna pencil eyeliner , draw a line bwh mata . White eyeliner mmg bagus sebab bwt kita nmpak fresh and more awake . Alter lh if comot .

6) Apply eyeshadows - Selaluny guna 2 warna . Warna yg dicadangkan mesti lh earth color mcm brown , gold , silver ( depends jugak kt warna kulit ) . Untuk medium tone , guna atas kelopak mata dekat lipatan tu . Darker tone pulak , atas eyelid kita supaya ad shades .

7) Curl the eyelashes - Oke nh mmg simple , smw org pn tau mcm mane kn ? Curl it upward , biar lentik and nmpak cantik ikut suka hati nk lentik mcm mane lh . Then pkai mascara . Lg senang pkai mascara after dh pkai eye shadow .

8) Apply bronzer or blush - Bronzer bagus untuk bwt kita nmpak natural glow . Sapu bronzer seluruh muka atau tulang pipi and T-Zone ( hati hati sebab if tk apply elok , org tu boleh nmpak lain mcm sket . Sebab warna tk match correctly ) . Tk pun guna blush , lebih baik drp serbuk or powder sebab tahan lebih lama . Guna natural creme , gosok sket kt jari manis and blend kt tulang pipi .

9) Guna natural lip-liner - Elak kn guna chalky lipsticks or shiny lip glosses . Guna warna yg nmpak even with natural lip color and apply lightly within natural lip line . Sebelum guna lipstick , make sure guna lip balm dulu supaya bibir tk nmpak kering or merekah .

Difficulty : Average

Masa : 15 minit plg lama

Smokey Eyes

2011-05-27T23:00:00.001-07:00

Ramai org teringin nk bwt smokey eyes tp tk berapa nk jd kn ? Actually bukan tk bp nk jd , tp maybe ad lh tu tersalah sana sini then bila dh mls nk alter , terus tk jadi =) The key to perfect smokey eyes is how you blend it , ataupun proper blending utk make sure colours are blended flawlessly . Maybe korg boleh try steps nh , usaha tangga kejayaan oke !

( cantik J.Lo nh kn ? )

Steps :

1) Prepare the lid - Make sure kelopak mata tk berminyak ( oil free ) . Standard lh muke at times berminyak but try to avoid by using eyeshadow base aka primer . Sapu kt mata gently , gosok sket and let it dry naturally .

2) Apply eyeliner - Kalau nk mata tu ala-ala J.Lo kt atas nh , pkai liner atas garis bulu mata atas and draw a line thicker in the middle of eye . Tujuan ? Untuk nmpak lebih menyerlah ( wahhh gitu ! )

3) Blend color kt bulu mata bwh / bottom lashes - Guna pencil eyeliner utk garis bawah mata sebab lebih fine and halus . Plus , senang nk lukis . After dh draw line bwh mata tu , guna hujung jari utk smudge the line yg td tuh . If nk nmpak effect smudge lebih , apply eyeshadow sket .

4) Apply light base color / warna pastel - Smokey eyes lg cantik when we pair both light color with darker hue . Means bila kite cmpur color tu lg better lh . Contoh light base color nh mcm color krim or beige . Sapu shimmery shadow over kelopak mata smpai browbone . Rata elok elok , bg nmpak sedap mata memandang sendiri . If tk bp puas hati , alter lh sket sket ap patut .

5) Blend color yg lebih gelap ( keep it down the crease ) - Crease tu lipatan mata tu ( cuba korg bukak tutup mata depan cermin , mesti nmpak ) . Now time utk smokey effect . Apply eyeshadow gelap and using the brush , blend color tu start drp lash line and blend it up . Make sure blend smpai eyeliner tu hilang , supaya effect lg nmpak jelas . Stop deep color at crease , just blend je oke .

6) Double-check - Last step , plg senang . Just make sure eyes match and blend color with a Q-tip ( kalau perlu je lh )

Difficulty : Average

Masa : 10 minit dh boleh dh

Review Movie - The Prince and Me

2011-05-27T11:32:00.001-07:00

The Prince and Me ( 2004 )

Cerita lama nh , tp interesting jugak . Paige Morgan ( Julia Stiles ) nh anak petani biasa je ... Tp kt Universiti Wisconsin , dy tertarik kt sorg mamat nh Edvard ' Eddie ' , exchanged student from Denmark . Eddie nh sumone yg agak ignorant of many aspects of daily life, such as all domestic chores tp mantap dlm bab bab Shakespeare Soren or sastera ( romantik tuh ) .

So Paige and Eddie pun jd bestfriends , rapat lh smpai ajak makan lepak rumah jumpe family and relatives smw . Family PAige nh suka lh kt Eddie sebab pandai amek hati . Paparazzi mmg ad di mana mana ( kate pun royal family kn ? ) so keje drg mmg nk snap snap pic Eddie ap lg yg extreme . Soon , Eddie fly back to Denmark sebab raja sakit ( ayah dy lh ) and Paige yg tersedar dy mmg suke Eddie nh pun fly to Copenhagen utk cr Eddie . Pastu ad lh kisah ratu tk suka Paige sebab dy anak rakyat biasa je blabla and ending dy of course lh yg Prince akan berjaya mempertahankan cinta sejati . Lol . Rating ? 3.5/5 jugak =)

Review Movie - It's A Boy Girl Thing

2011-05-27T11:21:00.000-07:00

It's A Boy Girl Thing ( 2006 )

Pernah tgk Freaky Friday ? Haa cerita nh lebih kurang lh , tp bukan pasal mother and daughter , tp boy and girl . Kisahny Woody ( Kevin Zegers ) and Nell ( Samaire Armstrong ) nh both ad opposite behavior and hate each other .

Siapa Nell ? The virgin geek who is polite, sensitive and well-prepared to go to Yale, while Woody? Oke Woody is rude and his greatest expectation is to join a mediocre university due to his abilities playing football . Kisah start bila Nell and Woody kene bwt research kt museum and disebabkan drg hate each other , drg gaduh sebab kene jd partner . They argue in front of the statue of an Aztec god lh plak and during the night , their souls swap bodies ( tertukar mcm freaky friday tuh ? ) and of course lh menjadikan situasi lebih difficult to them. They first try to damage the reputation of the other in the high-school, but sooner they discover that their dream of joining college would only happen with mutual respect and support . Ending ? Mesti lh fall in love ! Rating for the movie 3.5/5 ( sebab plot is expected )

Review Movie - Spread

2011-05-27T10:59:00.000-07:00

Spread ( 2009 )

Ceritanya sekitar moden Los Angeles, Nikki ( Ashton Kutcher ) nh suka bwt party sana sini and dy popular as womanizer lh of course . tapi rumah yg dy stay tu ad sorg lg minah middle-aged pun tinggal kt situ named Samantha ( Anne Heche ) .

Semuanya oke oke je until Ashton Kutcher jumpa sorg waitress agak cun lh , Heather ( Margarita Levieva ) yang actually , pun kaki game gak . Lebih kurang perangai si Ashton Kutcher tu . The life of the movie revolves around dilemma between money and love ( cliche kn ? )

Its a comedy movie pasal casanova and gf dy . Rata rata org bg high rating untuk cerita nh , as for me 3/5

Beauty Site

2011-05-26T06:18:00.000-07:00

Everyone must have known her , I guess

She's someone with beauty on fingertips

My sister yg actually introduced me to her

Thank you , sis !

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Enjoy !

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Darlings Ku

2011-05-24T22:16:00.000-07:00

[ Damea Dafeena & Aisya Tasneem ]

This is the tale of two little girls named as above . Both adore princesses ( ala standard lh , " girls " ) The toys , mesti lh berunsurkan keperempuanan terlampau such as Barbie , Dora the Explorer , Ariel , Aurora , Cinderella blablabla . Bdk bdk nh , mmg comel . Both are my fav darlings , I can say its true because they are the only sugar pie in my family . Both ad big bro and little bro , so of course lh masing masing memahami each other . They can get along really well even dh lama tk jumpe ( selalu bdk bdk kn susah nk lekat ) .

Mea is the only one who stays close to us , Aisya ? JB lorhhh ... jauh sket tp dekat di hati =) However the distance doesnt really matter , sebab when jumpe , still boleh main main together . Bdk berdua nh cousins , ap nk kekok . I really miss them currently , my nieces ! Ive to wait for another month to see them running here and there again .

So to Princess Mea and Princess Aisya , please be good . You both know you are special and our beloved girls . Be nice to folks , jgn nakal nakal , respect each other and stay close forever oke ! Love !

Apakah BLOG ?

2011-05-23T21:32:00.000-07:00

Wah sedar tk sedar , almost 3 tahun lebih dh jd blogger ! Semua tersirat or tersurat mmg lh kt sini . Tp most of the posts pasal kehidupan Reena Mohamed , keluarga tercinta , kawan kawan , Si Dia and of course , perasaan yg bercampur aduk tk tau lh ap rase . If ad rse tk puas hati , rase nk maki memaki , smw dilepaskan kt sini ( berguna kn blog ? ) . And tu psl lh jugak blog nh public , supaya yg dimaki pn dpt baca =) If nk sound direct , nnt ad org marah . Ye lh , perempuan kn .. tk elok mulut lancang depan depan . Tk sopan katany =) So ini lh cara plg sopan untuk lepaskan anger ( ye ke ? ) Oke lh , dlm masa 3 tahun nh jugak , smw corat coret ad kt sini . Bukan tk d diari dh nk tulis , tp malas . Kang hilang lh ap , ad je org yg nk tgk ( mana tau ) . Lgpn , diari nh leceh sebab ke hulu ke hilir nk kene bwk , if simpan tkt misplace . So bertukar lh diari tu jd blog . Cuma kene ingat password lh , if tk ingat , serupa hilangkn diari =p Again , bukan lh something yg nk rahsia sgt kt blog nh , tk perlu keep it private . Type utk diri sendiri dan kwn kwn yg suka baca , is more than enough for me . Semua rase marah , suka , malu , geram or ap ap je lh mixed emotions yg bercampur aduk tu , semua sekadar feelings at the moment . People are subject to change , so perasaan semalam tk semestiny sama dgn perasaan hari nh =) Kenapa suke blogging ? Oke dn ask ! Cause I dn have the exact answer fr tht . And if still nk jawapan , I will only say " THAT WOULD BE DEPENDS " Sebab lain org , lain lh reason . Kot yg tu suka sebab blablabla ... yg lg satu plak sebab blablabla ... Haa kn tk same tu . So I think Ive answered that question wisely ( Wahhh ! ) Next question psl blog yg selalu ditanya , ap nk type ? Adoyaiiiii ! Ting Tong Ting Tong ... Alexander ! Haha . Type je lh ap pn , like I said before , cerita je psl ap pn yg rase nk share . Tk kisah lh tentang ap . If org nk ckp ap , tu drg pny psl . Leave it to them to judge =) So tu lh serba sikit psl blog and kenapa mesti blog . Haha , for further questions ... Soon lh oke . Sebab now nk kene amek buku fotostat and jumpe kwn . Have a nice day ! xoxo !

De Palma with Sweethearts

2011-05-23T21:12:00.001-07:00

Dear Family ,

Thanks sgt sgt sebab bawak pergi dinner yg sungguh cozy

I love every single thing !

Makan , minum , the live band !

Semua best !

NNt kite pergi lg oke ?

Love !

[ Papa / Mama / Elya / Abg Mujib / Danial Nazmi ]

Danny Nazril My Boy

2011-05-23T20:56:00.000-07:00

Absolutely true !

Look at my honey bunny sugar plum hot cake , Danny Nazril

Kecik kecik dh pandai IT

Nowadays budak budak dh tk main pondok pondok

Tp ipad , laptop , iphone , PS2 & PS3 tk pya ckp lh

Baby oh Baby !

You look so cute !

Nmpak mcm busy je pdhal ? Haha

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !

Makan Time !

2011-05-23T20:33:00.000-07:00

Makan makan bersama family

Finally , dpt masak steamboat sendiri kt rumah

So all the sibs were invited , kecuali abg

Ye lh nnt kelam kabut sebab esok nk keje bagai

So there were only papa , mama , julie & kids

together with elya , abg mujib and me

First after dh panaskan , I was asked to clear up the dining table

Haha oke I know , few stuffs were all around

Nh smw kerja kiddies lh nh , bwt sepah

Then the two couple came , Elya & Abg Mujib

Tentu lh baru blk dr kerja ( balik balik dh special menu on list )

Then the funny family pulak dtg , Kak Julie with her kids

I was so happy ! Mesti lh , bukan selalu dpt mkn with fam

Masing masing busy . When yg nh kt rumah , yg tu tk d

And sebalikny pun same but not for last night =)

Papa punya fav , telur puyuh ! Sedap !

( Mea tny tu telur ap , dgn selambe jwb " telur dinosour " )

Tp tk boleh mkn byk , kolestrol tinggi katany

Fishball tu pulak my fav . Senang mkn , simple je

Ap pun , smw menu mmg sedap esp after dh cmpur sekali

Mkn pulak dgn black pepper sauce

Tip Top !

Happy Monday !

2011-05-23T01:48:00.000-07:00

Ada certain ppl ckp " lebih baik ignore drp melayan , buat sakit hati je " .

ye ke ? tp kdg kdg rase , lg ignore , lg dy makin menjadi sebab senang nk pijak .

ye lh kalau dh diam je kan batu ... wht lh org nowadays . so narrow-minded !

nh kata kata for those yang annoying lh . yang selalu bwt org lain terasa sebab mulut

pedas . tp jap ? ye lh kalau dh perangai bwt org lain marah , mmt patot lh kene laser .

Oke lh , luckily today mood tk swing ke lain . Happy lh senang ckp .

Td pergi Shah Alam seawal subuh . Konon nk elak jammed , tk sgka lk smpai sgt awal .

Waktu blk pulak , terus straight pergi lunch dgn si dia . Ecehhhh , suka ?! Haha =D

Then smpai rumah , tgk muke muke yg menyenangkan hati . Alhamdulillah =)

Mama , Papa , Mea , Danny and nenek ! Best duk rumah hari hari , dpt mkn sedap !

And lebih menceriakan , byk pulak dpt call from company besar besar .

Now dlm list dh ad 5 tempat praktikal .

Nk pilih mana ek ? Mesti lh yg offer allowance lebih =)

Bukan demand , tp biar lh berpatutan .

Consider lh titik peluh bwt kerja , duit minyak , tol , makan ...

smw nh bukan UiTM bg duit . Tp poket sendiri jugak .

so dgn harapan , company akan bertimbang rasa untuk sukacita bg allowance =)

Hari nh patutny ad interview , tp termissed . Bukan lh exactly ' missed ' tp mmg tk pegi .

Tk larat sgt , maaf ye . Anyway , thanks utk job offer ! Bersyukur !

Khamis nh ad lg interview . Wah dl time minta sikit punye byk , tp ?

satu pun tk d nk offer . Sekarang byk pulak . Rezeki =)

Suka suka , tk perasan sekarang dh petang yg sgt lewat .

Ad byk kerja nk settlekn contoh : tolong mama di dapur .

Im a big girl now ! So let's do the chores !

Happy Monday everyone !

2011-05-22T08:41:00.001-07:00

Actually best jugak dtg HK

Mcm mcm ad kt sini , I mean the market

But the best part of course lh snap pic

Sana sini =) Damn beautiful !

Oh yup , agak susah mkn kt sini

Cost of living tinggi , so barang pun mahal

Tp boleh survive lh hee =p

When I was in Hong Kong , everything seems to be just fine .

The weather , the people , the environment blablabla ...

However , still Im grateful for having the golden opportunity

To step here =)

2011-05-22T07:41:00.000-07:00

Sometimes we dont need others to be by our side

Its a true companion that matters

But why do we need them when they dont even bother

I dont need to hear voices telling me to change

Cause Im not gonna change anymore

I am in a better shape than I was

So be grateful for having me this way

Perhaps its you , the one who needs help

Its a big shame to walk along with ego

It wont get you anywhere

But die in regret .

I had just about enough of your bullshit

Friends

2011-05-20T21:40:00.000-07:00

Hidup sgt ceria ! Especially bila dengan member , lgpun nh lh last sem kami bersama as student . Lepas nh , masing masing dh berkerjaya , tk dpt lh nk huha huha mcm nh lg . Lately mmg byk berjimba , so much fun . Pergi sana sini . Tk ckup lg setakat tgk wayang , karaoke and bla bla bla ...

Oke ini lh kwn kwn peneman di kala degree . You girls are really awesome ! Seronok habiskan 2 tahun bersama korg . Hope lepas nh still kite boleh mcm nh lg ek even some of us dh pergi praktikal .

Praktikal ? Oh dush ! Can we escape from that ? Cause I really wanna be a student forever .

love

2011-05-11T09:19:00.000-07:00

oke just nk ckp perangai kaw dh boleh pg jahanam

tk kisah lh kaw sp pn , kwn ke lwn ke ap ke

still , ak nk kaw phm sebenda je

YOU FUCK ! Mcm suwey , g mampos lh

menyampah . meluat . jijik .

2011-05-09T21:36:00.000-07:00

. AS SIMPLE AS THAT .

2011-04-27T20:11:00.000-07:00

It was just a tiff , but somehow it grows big ... and how would it end up ? Idk ... Does Romeo really exists ? So that he may stand by me , listen to me , calm me and love me ? He was once exists ... but had turned into another Romeo .. which barely there for me . I may be next to you everyday , being present in every second , but is it hard to give just a little concern to heart ?

Though this time may kill me , I know , the pain wont lasts forever . Im glad Ive done the best for this moment , providing everything , arranging things up one after one ... let you have the moment of fun , its okay .

Staring at the keyboard , thinking of what might be typed after this , Idk . The fingers keep running , typing words expressed by heart , I can say its true . Nothing can be denied when it comes to heart ... Its sad , being through each day with all questions around , was it my fault ? Was it really my fault ? Why do I have to bear this when I dn even know wth is going on ?

Is it wrong for being too nice to you ? All im thinking day by day is you , nothing else . I dn care wht others might think of me , let them be . Let go if they think Im selfish , let go if they think Im arrogant , all that matters to me is you . I chose to be with you instead of being around with them . Why dont you see ? I chose to survive with you , I chose to live my life the way we do , why cant you see ?

Why do you have to place ego on top ... you dont have to . Cause to me , you're always on top . Whatever you do , whatever you really want , I think Ive tried to give ... I dont care if you dont have anything for my birthday , or the anniversary ... cause your smile means more than anything .

You really mean the world to me ... This is the only thing , I hope you will see .

#BOYFRIEND

2011-04-27T20:02:00.000-07:00

I remember years ago someone told me I should take caution when it comes to love ..I did, I did . You were strong and I was not . My illusion, my mistake . I was careless, I forgot ..I did . And now when all is done there is nothing to say , you have gone and so effortlessly , you have won you can go ahead tell them .. Tell them all I know now , shout it from the roof tops , write it on the sky line all we had is gone now . Tell them I was happy , and my heart is broken . All my scars are open , tell them what I hoped would be Impossible . Falling out of love is hard , falling for betrayal is worst . Broken trust and broken hearts .. I know , I know . Thinking all you need is there building faith on love and words , empty promises will wear .. I know .. And now when all is gone there is nothing to say , and if you're done with embarrassing me , on your own you can go ahead .

2011-04-16T01:37:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY BABY !

Love does not consist of gazing at each other

but of looking together in the same direction

and that is what exactly we've been doing in this

fantastic 2 years . ILYSM !

2011-03-29T06:41:00.001-07:00

KEIRA KNIGHTLEY
No further word , i just adore her too much
Fullstop

Big L

2011-03-18T03:53:00.000-07:00

I dn expect you to come and appreciate my good deeds . I dn even expect you to save my day when I need . But it's so pathetic to know how well you back-stab me , truly unexpected . You claimed urself as a good friend , is this worth ur friendship ? Idk , Im nt interested in being ur friend if you dn knw wht true friends are . You can keep my words , now or later . It wont make much sense or any difference , because to me , Ive tried my best to be there for you when you need , listen to every cheap talk in the middle of the nite , stand by you when no one else stay , find ways to settle any conflict of urs ... and uh . You just dn see them , too blurry . Its oke , time flies away so fast that I'll forget all these soon . I believe in karma , what goes around comes around . I may have wasted my time over you , but soon , I'll get double pay-check which might worth my sincerity in friendship .

2011-03-18T03:40:00.000-07:00

Its marvelous MARCH ! My big day
Thanks to mama & papa
Thanks to sibs , thanks to true friends
A big thanks to everyone

Happy Birthday Self ! March 17th

2011-03-12T19:32:00.000-08:00

Im sorry that I love you

Im sorry that I couldnt forget you

Im sorry that I Miss you

Im sorry that I knew you

Im sorry that I hurt you

Im sorry , just too sorry for you

2011-03-12T19:12:00.000-08:00

I seriously dont knw wht exactly should I feel . I think Im lost in my own emotions . They're all mixed up tragically , I dn even knw which one is the honest feeling . Sometimes it is better to be less than more , cz it'll only bring you closer to the worst . I better shut myself right now , throw away those shits , and come out with the fresh feeling . Sorry , if you think this is wrong , we might have nothing in common . Obviously , we are way too far from reaching each other . Learn on how to make a better step =)

idiot monkey

2011-02-04T06:33:00.000-08:00

Wahaaa tk sangka ad je pembodoh babi mcm kaw kn ? Pity fag , dh tk d sp bg perhatian kt kaw ek thats why kaw kecah sana sini kt org ? Omg , nape doe ? Jap , ke dari dlu kaw mmg talam dua muke ? Depan jadi kawan , blkg jd lawan ? Means all this while mmg tk ikhlas lh ek ? Oh dush ... tk sangka ak kawan ng penipu , faker , imposter !

Mmg ak tuju post nh utk kaw , so that kaw tau betapa kecikny kaw dlm dunia nh even kaw besar ! haha . Oh my bad ! I didnt know I was supposed to care about your cheap talk . Sebab kn kaw tk penting , langsung , so why on earth wud I bother about ur words kn ? Sian kan , u shud pity urself . Ak mmg nk ungkit everything . Kaw ingat smw org suke kaw ke ? Sbb if kaw nk tau , smw kwn diploma kite tk suke kaw . Most of kwn kwn ckp bosan lh si *&^%$ tuh asyik dy je btol , smw nk dy je ckp , ikot dy pdhal tk berpengaruh lgsg . Mulot mcm sial suke menipu . Naik mtr org tk reti isi angin tayar . Naik kereta tk reti isi minyak . Dh naik plak , lambat nk pulang . Kate ad gf ? Tp menipu je kitorg dh tau lh weyh ... mesti sb kaw malu tk d awek kn thats why kaw pretend konon awek kaw wujud lh pdhal bukan awek pn . Sp je nk kt kaw ? Ouh jap . Lupe lak ... pointer kaw mcm haram kn then kaw tipu kitorg kate pointer kaw tinggi . Ap masalah kaw actually ? Yg kaw sibuk nk up kn diri kaw sgt tu np ? Ad kaw fkr kitorg jealous ng kaw ke smpai kaw sibuk nk expose diri kaw yg mmg tk mungkin dpt lime light tuh ? Oh-my-gosh ! Wake up would you ? Before nh nk bwt asgmnt sibuk tny ak mcm mn nk bwt nk guna ayat ap bagai , and ak pn blindly tolong je lh kn ... Tp instead of being grateful , kaw kutuk ak plak ? Useless lh u ! Bangkai btol . Tp weird np kaw tk berani ckp dpn dpn , kecot ke ? Tk d telo ? Stupid dumbass monkey shitty ! Ak nyesal weyh kwn ng kaw , sumpah nyesal and ak promise myself not to be ur friend anymore . NEVER ! Isolated faggot , sedar sket diri tu sp ! Time susah time ap sibuk cr kwn ... Ohooo mcm nh lh rupe ur true color . Baru tahu ... Kesian weyh kt bdk bdk lain yg ingat kaw baik sb the truth ure are much like a piglet . Backstabber ! Kaw naik kete ak , tk d pn ak bising kt kaw ? Patotny ak yg patot bising ! Dh lh tk d kete , tumpang org sana sini tuh bersyukur lh sket ! Babi tol , wat kete ak mendap , absorber boleh patah ! spring smw jammed sb padat sgt pressure agakny . Dh lh tiap kali naik ak nk kene isi angin , tp tk d pn ak ckp blkg kaw ke ap . Now since kaw yg start mulot longkang mcm sampah so I think it is right tu talk shit abt u . Wht goes around comes around , maybe bukan skg but soon kaw tgk lh . Go and burn urself , monkey ! And fyi , I wont move out . Meaning ; mmg tk lh nk keluar kn . Haha ... U shud try to move on with your f self like a big monster . Jangan takat rupa je mcm tuh , dalaman ? Ak pn tk sk kawan ng kaw if nk kate dr dl lh sb kaw dh lh selekeh , mkn comot . Eyouwwww ... nasib ad kwn kwn mcm kitorg yg tego ke ap klu tk jln lh kaw expose diri ng muke tk semenggah tuh . Haha ... Big f moron , once a moron , always a moron .

brrrr

2011-02-01T10:14:00.000-08:00

I have absolutely ZERO idea but I do feel like typing here . Ouh , my bf is going to his hometown 2moro but its oke , I wont be left alone cz Im currently spending my holiday with family . Hee how wonderful life is =) I'll be back to shah alam this saturday or sunday ( not really sure when ) but Im a bit distracted with the lost asgmnt made by my bf . He happened to misplace it sumwhr , aduhhh ... we hv to submit it by monday morning ! Grr ! Whatever ... I dont wnt to think abt asgmnts or anything related to study during my holiday . Hope everything will be fine soon . Now its time for bedtime stories ( its 2am dude wht were u thinking ??? ) Today my family and I went out to celebrate Salih Thaqif's birthday . He's officially 1 y/o lol . Next in 3 weeks time will be Danny Nazril's birthday , first celebration for him too . Ngee how cute the kiddies are ! Welcome to the world sweeties ! Have fun and enjoy life as much as you can while you're still breathing yah . Oke talking about time , tests are approaching real soon . Duh Ive to be prepared cz I hv higher target this sem . Do well kilby ! You wont fail yourself ! The same goes to apong , do better this time oke ! Im not sleepy at all , perhaps Ive been sleeping too long last morning . Then continued with a tiring discussion with apong which luckily , ended with smile ( along with sighs ) . Uh everything that Ive done today has really made me feel so exhausted ! My right shoulder is aching a bit nw , my leg was cramp jst nw . Im getting weaker and weaker days by days I guess . 2moro Im going out with mama ( not sure if elya is coming along ) to get my fav shower cream . Please let me have another two and I wont ask for it anymore heee =p I wish to get new housing for my hp ( wont be using bb anymore ) in new striking colours . Maybe pink , purple , blue ... Oke stop ! Im so out of words ! I think I better off to sleep . Nite everyone !! ZzzZz

2011-01-31T11:34:00.000-08:00

Mr Mohamed Othman & Mrs Rogaya Abu Bakar

2011-01-31T10:12:00.000-08:00

Definately dedicated to you IDIOT

-Rubbish -

2011-01-29T23:09:00.000-08:00

Here I am where mad , anger and fury overwhelmed me once again
Thanks to few faggots for pissing me off and blowing my mind
I have almost infinity thought when it comes to these ppl
Let me introduce the first award winning for bloody-freak title , Mr. Silly

I dont know what he was thinking with his foolish mind and dim-witted thinking
Being idiotic is probably the best thing in his life
Big zero talk and yell it out loud in crowd , that is so lame of you
Hey boring guy , be wise would you ?
Open your mind and take a deep look at yourself
You are so pathetic and useless ! You keep whoring others as if they're heartless
Well actually , I think they are much better than you
They have good and brilliant thinking towards others
So UNLIKE you ! A monotonous pighead like you should just die
So stop screaming your pride and ask others to respect and fear you
Fucking moron , dont ever show your fugly face in front of me
Cause I wont stop cursing till you die and burn in hell !

And another award winning for the title of best imposter , Ms. Reckless
You are absolutely one of a kind , congrats !
So how does it feel being a charlatan ? Great isnt it ?
Woweee , I feel so funny knowing a voluptuous bitch like you !
Well barbie , I guess it's time for you to shut your ass away from me
Cause I cant help laughing when I look at you and your creepy-freak look
Oh maybe that is why you took my stuff , so that you wont be seen as ugly
I advise you to put a mask on in case you cant bear exposing your face to others
Cause I dont seem to enjoy knowing that you have ruined my stuff
From now on , listen here whore . Dont ever try to be nice to me !
Stop calling or texting , you wont get any ring from me
Dont ever think of touching my stuff , I swear God I'll hate you till death !
Walk out from my space and stay away from me , you are nothing but smelly junk !

Days of Roses

2011-01-29T22:21:00.000-08:00

* for my little love , from the bottom of my heart

New year again

2011-01-29T22:03:00.000-08:00

Goodbye January , Welcome February !

I've been triple damn busy in January that I forgot to update my blog

And yes , I dn even celebrate 2011

Anyway , I still would like to wish for the best

again and again in this year of 2011

May everything turns out in much better shape and wonderful

2011

Keep bringing the best and luck for me !

It's Okay Baby

2010-12-03T09:44:00.000-08:00

Another test by God , another chance for you . Make yourself right , we might not know what will happen next . I am trully glad I dont get to see the freakiest thing in life involving you , and I just hope I wouldnt be at the moment if it were to happen . I know what you have just been through , even I may not have the exact feeling like you . But I know you well , the fear in your eyes mean something to me . Poor sweetheart , I told you once that we'll get through this and everything together . And here we are , we did well , we made it right . There are things we dont want to happen but have to accept and face . Sayang , be strong . I may lack here and there but just to remind you that I am all that you can count on cz I'll never leave a step away from you .

Let all this shitty mess alone . We're human , we make mistake , we create failure ... But the good thing is we learn . So why would we let ourselves stuck in the same mud forever ? I give no room for trashy cheap talks from others , they know nothing . Learn baby learn from now onwards . There should only be once , never gonna be twice . I love you still , perhaps even more ...

To friends , dear true ones , thanks for being there for us . God knows best for you , million thanks and love from both of us .

Dear COPYCATERS ...

2010-11-20T09:20:00.000-08:00

Dedicated to you my dear copycaters ...

Absolutely this is for few girls out there but I would like to highlight to only TWO main wannabes ... Let's start with the first girl =)

I have this habbit , searching for bombastic words to be used daily . But I dn use it randomly , we're talking abt ENGLISH , so of course it needs to be adjusted and arranged properly . If you ever listened or read my words , writing or what-so-ever , I would be pleased if you DONT SIMPLY COPY PASTE and shout on others , especially me . I knw how my ascent goes , and I do knw whether those are my words or not . Simple , cause you talk the way I do , or write exactly the way I placed each alphabet . Adoi common lh , lg lg plak , we all knw you have trouble with english ... and out of sudden come out with quotes lh phrases lh bagai . Amende ? If you insist of using my words skalipun , dn sebiji sebijon lh der ... Haiyaaa , loser lh you . Sian kan ? Next time when teacher asked to focus , FOCUS ! Dh tua bangka pn nk kene bgtau ke ? Poor wannabe , faggot !

Oke for another girl , hurm ... susah lh when it comes to someone called ' friend ' . I dn wish to be mad but somehow I find you annoying , plus , becoming irritating . Idk wht your exact intention , maybe nk commercialize the words or actions ke ap , but pls , STOP IMMITATING ! Ayat ayat pasar pn nk rembat ke der ? ape bende lh ... Shoes ? Gosh .. can you pls stop having the same pattern as mine ? Or just dont buy at all ! What the @#$%^ ? Semua nk same je , boria ke ? Seriously this is getting damn pathetic to have a friend like you immitating my words , my stuff and .. actions ? Lol , you're pretty funny . One more thing , dn apply on others and claim as yours . Please , at least not in front of me . Tk rase malu ke ? Dh lh suka immitate org , then proudly tell others that you taught me those ? Ayayaiii ... get a life , freak ! No plagiarism over here . You SUCKS pretty bad .

This is a picture , or reflection of both of you =)

Nightclub City

2010-11-20T09:06:00.000-08:00

Oke this is interesting .

I had my eyes on screen for hours just to discover this game .

Im sure most of ppl out there have played or still playing this game .

Those peeps are damn cute shaking here and there all over the dance floor .

What I think is most capturing is the light and perhaps all the bling bling funky colours .

I dn really knw how it goes but still I find it fun , for short term period .

Haha wtv , jst dropping my opinion abt it .

Impressive , how a man could ever think of creating such a game for social interaction huh ?

Brilliant , kudos to you !

Short thought

2010-11-19T10:41:00.000-08:00

Home Sweet Home , as sweet as sugar !
I feel a lot better meeting my wonderDAD and superMOM ...

I wish to hv a part time job , but idk . It feels good waking up at noon having brunch around 130pm while watching TV , have a snack around 3pm and tea-time at 530pm while watching fav drama ... I wouldnt be in this comfort zone if Im working , I knw .

Boyfie said it doesnt matter whether Im working or not , still it makes no difference . Perhaps , it is better for me to rest at home with parents . After all I really wanna spend more time with them ! Love you , parents !

Friends , sorry Im nt available this holiday ... I have little time for any job , just plenty enough for fam & bf
Hugs & kisses !

bitchy bitches everywhere

2010-10-24T08:21:00.000-07:00

I would like to highlight brightly here that I really can't stand bitches . Oke that's for the intro ! I met damn many bitches in my life , and I see nothing in them . So , leave them as sobbers . Lately I've been introduced to another bitch in my fac . She's some sort of shorty , WEIRDO LOOK and fucking ugly . Idk but if Im not mistaken , she wouldnt be in any list of intelligent girls' top enemy . She just fucking envy me , eh not really . But almost =) She's a friend of my boyfie but who cares ? Come on lh sayang , she's annoying . It is damn vital for me to say that she's not in the same league as me ! So get the hell out of my sight , moron ! Get a better life , learn on how to lose your bloody weight before you ever dream of competing with me . I say this once , you got my text and I gently assumed you understand the whole . Dont expect me to remind you again . There will never be twice ! So stop being a loser and mind your ducky steps ! You won't be entertained here , come on lh you're not in my guest list . So stop dreaming of being one or expecting me to be nice . You act like a total miserable faggot . Please , have a pity on your poor self . Fuck !

much like mine ?

2010-10-19T11:20:00.000-07:00

perhaps i was wrong . idk but she almost transforming everything related to her , pretty much like mine .
lol sometimes it kicks me a bit . whatever lh , at times the ' high turn - on ' involving these unique ppl can turn us into another way round . hehe , ap ap lh kn . i wont be bothered anyway , i only care about ppl i love most . so why on earth wud i give a damn ? haha

Cupcakes by me =)

2010-10-11T03:32:00.000-07:00

I made these cupcakes for my bf , it's vanilla flavored buddy ! My favorite and his as well =) This is my first time making cupcakes , I've to stay up till 4am in the morning just to make sure cupcake nh siap . Sayang , appreciate my effort tau . Mkn tu sng , tp nk buat susah oke . Sorry baby for all my faults , dh terima hukuman so dh dh lh oke ? Let's back to square one . Lepas nh if ad more time I promise to make more cupcakes for you . Im glad you love it and for me myself , Im proud sebab dpt buat sendiri ... finally ...

Lalalala

2010-10-11T03:05:00.000-07:00

I have just finished completing my assignments and damn I feel soooo good ! This week has just been started and i feel burdened with the test , assignments , presentation and reports . Luckily I've done most of them and now I have time to relax for a while =)

Apong is somewhere playing futsal , hope he has done his video as well . Go sweetheart !
This is for you ;

The last paragraph is perfectly for us kan ? kan ? Haha daaa

Boring time

2010-10-07T19:48:00.000-07:00

Time for myself . Semua org dh left out to classes , home and bla bla . Im sitting alone here , just done with my chores and now I have nothing else to do . Tunggu moment balik bangi je lh nh . Lapar lh nk mkn mcd but last night dh janji with love to have it together . So kene tunggu dy blk . Now smbung tido yeayyy !

cinta hati

2010-09-19T04:10:00.000-07:00

I am super duper bored without you . Bila lh cyg nk balik ... luckily you text me today , so I know you're safe there . Gosh serious rindu u superb ! I love the text yg u pegi panjat gunung ... ahaa so cute while charging the phone in the bus =) Thanks , buat for me . And thanks jugak kt bus tu sebab ad plug , made it easier for him to keep in touch with me . Snap pic byk byk oke , cinta . You dont have to buy me stuff , cause what I need most is YOU . Love you more and more !

Nanti kite cuti cuti oke . Have fun in Bandung , mok . I always love you ( jgn lupe beli wht mama wants ) . Esok will be a fine day without you but then the next day you're back ! yeayyyy ! ILYSM ! Cant wait for the moment seeing your face again and again . You never fail me , dear ! Everything that you do is so fine to me . * waiting for your text * . Sayang sorry I didnt mean to break ur heart , I love You ...

Im glad you understand me , and so I have to be more tolerance with you . Your sweet texts really put me at ease ... damn comforting . No matter what , I'll stick to our promises ( whenever I say this , I feel like hugging you ) . Next year kita set up somehing new oke =) Lack of words but still feel like jotting more here . I miss my boyfriend , so much . Mama ckp u look even cuter with new hair lol . Come over my house lepak lepak lagi oke . You know my family well kan ? Take care baby , we'll meet soon ! Hati hati for as long as you're in Bandung ( finally , you've been there * your dream place * )

MEROKOK MEMBAHAYAKAN KESIHATAN

2010-08-17T09:35:00.001-07:00

Do you know that smoking may harm you later ? I mean do you REALLY know ? Because some of us might easily say yes , we do know but actually we have zero idea how worse it could lead us . Grr , maybe we should start from the very beginning , from not knowing a thing about it to very knowledgeable in the field . I dont blame smokers because to them , cigar is their main satisfaction , a fact that shouldnt be questioned by non smokers . After all , who are you to judge them ? But what bother me so bad is the effect that we might not know , best word is ; unseen death . Maybe once in a while we should let our brains working , think on how to reduce this =) So start thinking ! Even a reminder to my own self and the people who happened to inhale the smoke from people around us .

Satu Kali Lagi

2010-08-15T06:19:00.000-07:00

I was so upset last thursday ... Idk why she keeps making me mad . Nk kate kecik , dh tua bangka dh pun . Dh besar , so boleh fikir wisely lh patutny kn ? Mcm budak budak lh .. adoi you're so kampung .

Until today , Im still fury . She has cool down a bit , but still I feel bad whenever she talks . She even talks crap , some sort of complaining to others ? WTH ? Mengada ngade sgt lh ... eeeeooow meluat ! What kind of human are you ? Haha =D

Another story , I got annoyed with this one , close person to me . She's old enough to be treated like a kid . But why does she still seeks for attention here and there ? Deyy , wake up ! You're SO NOT a baby ! So stop crying , asking for mercy & sympathy .

Whatever it is , the main thing that I would like to highlight is ... PLEASE ENTERTAIN YOURSELF VERY WELL AND STOP ACTING LIKE A TOTAL SCHNOOK

Last but not least , thanks for your time , reading this .

anjing sepah sepah

2010-08-11T02:08:00.000-07:00

ad sorg minah nh kn ... adoyaiii ... tk tau lh nk ckp mcm mn . bosan lh tgk perangai tk semenggah dy tuh .
agakny lh kn , time dlu dl asyik membuta je keje ... tu psl jadi gemok . tk tau lh or else mmg lahir lahir dh jd cmtu
ahha . whatever ... kaw cr pasal dlu kot . bnd sng , kaw nk bwt complicated . tk phm lh np kaw nk kene take advantage kt ak ?
fikir ak nh mende ? senang senang nk order ? silap ah bhai , tgk diri dl oke ? bukan smw org kaw leh pijak ke lenyek ke ap ..
kalau org lain volunteer nk bg diri drg kene pijak , go ahead . tp sama skali tidak atas diri AKU . hahaha =D

pastu kn , tk boleh blah ... dh tk d kroni , boleh lk pegi menagih simpati , cer kt org lain . then org lain tu pn tk nk lh ckp ng ak .
adoi , jap . korg sket pn tk effect hdup ak . so ? ap ak kisah ? ahha . amende lh tindakan bodoh kaw nh . terguling guling ak =)
mcm nh lh , sng cer lh kn ... ak nk tgk perfomance kaw nnt . tk nk ckp byk lh kaw nk bwt ap , g mampos kaw . tgk ending dy cne oke .
as long tk effect hdup ak , fine =) and to strangers , tk pya lh budget budget kenal ak , konon tau cer lh ap bagai .
geli taik telinga ak je , ak ckp psl sp , ak je kot yg tau . assumptions korg tuh ak sk , so start pointing to others oke ? best !
tk pn bg sp sp lh kn , yg nk 'terlebih perasan' , pn boleh proceed =) kaw yg perasan sorg sorg , haha . lantak kaw lh kn ?

whatever it is , just to remind lh ... sedar sket diri kaw sp . pele pele je ak tgk , berpijak di bumi nyata sket oke .
rimas lh tgk kaw , meluat dh . nk ckp ap ? silakan ... ak tk kisah =)

hatred - 110810

2010-08-11T01:29:00.000-07:00

what a damn life ! hari nh dh lh first day puasa ... ( istighfar )
parents tk d , fine they're way too far from me . esok ad class lgpun . Easy , self
bf , not here with me jugak . he's busy working . tk kn nk suh ponteng ? nope nope
housemates , pn buka luar with own friends & fams .. urghh !
neil & mean ajak lepak buka kt sunway , which sounds damn GREAT ! ( ad lh jugak ppl yg sekapal )
but ? kete kene langgar by unknown , anonymous asshole yg irresponsible !
@#$%^&* how I wish I cn curse him/her damn bad .. tp puasa kn . * sabar sabar *
now what exactly should I do , dh ad pn member nnk buka sama , kereta lk aii tarak . I am so pissed off today ! Everything seems to be imperfect !

Luckily my bf keep on pujuk without rase penat ke ap ke
thnks syg , i love u so much . Even tga keje pn still spare some time to keep my anger down . Thanks baby . Serious menyamankan =)

I will find the car , red car kn . ( cat tertinggal kt my car lol ) so you'll be found
soon . Dh langgar nk blah lk , stupid . blaja tinggi tinggi , tp ? dumbass !
whatever lh . Im nt in the mood -

and ouh , tk p mmg lh my bf busy keje but dy tetap ad an hour to spend with me time buka
so , i wont be left alone . huhu =)

Another Day

2010-08-08T00:08:00.001-07:00

Ironic day .
Idk why today Im not feeling good as days before . Exhausted ? All I do was sleeping and went for lunch .
Tension ? Naah way too far from the league . Adoi whatever lh . I cant even think of anything .
I do feel a bit sleepy , but why should I sleep around this hour ? Lol it's 3pm dude !

Im going to my sis's house today , and should be there by 6pm . Her off - day , Im sure she has lots of plan instead of meeting me . The reason why I really wnt to see her ; she just got back from a kampung sumwhr , Idk where but she brought too many fruits for me ! Im kinda fruit-a-holic . I love durian , mangosteen , rambutan and so on , so Im nt gonna miss this chance !!

My housemates , they're busy completing their assignments . One of them even sleep by now lol . My boyfie , went working in the morning and will be back soon . Cyg , I love u .

I am all alone by now staring the laptop , typing words and alphabets one by one hoping that I will get more idea to jot down here . Cause Ive zero idea of what Im gonna do atm .* Sigh *

Love Pledge

2010-08-07T05:53:00.000-07:00

Ayayyy ! This is OBVIOUSLY dedicated to my boyfie !

Dear Love ,
Here I would like to clarify honestly , faithfully and truthfully that I am hereby as my own true self ,
Deep from my heart I am so in love with you .
Days by days , time goes on and each second seems to slip away too fast ,
But there's never been a single moment that I dont love you , I dont concern about you or forget you .

Dear Cupcake ,
We are all human , you make mistakes and so do I .
We both are still making mistakes , being sinners all the time .
Yet , I know deep inside my young naive heart , I've been possessed and deceived by the devil inside me .
I never blame my fate , it's not that I've been fated this way but i chose it .

Dear Sunshine ,
Words could never picture my feeling or describe how I feel .
I keep loving you , and my heart dont seems to stop beating when it comes to you .
You dont have to be like others , you dont have to be perfect either ,
Because you are unique in your own shape
And that is why I appreciate you damn much .

Dear Honey Dew ,

Last but not least , for being the ' TRUE YOU ' , thank you
Thank you so much .
I would have trade my life with anything to love you as well being loved by you .
Lets hope for million years to keep coming and exist in our relationship
Because YOU and ME
We are endless <3

And always be endless

2010-07-04T10:26:00.005-07:00

Thanks a million , billion , trillion for spending ur time reading my blog over you =)
this is damn funny coz by now i know ure still stalking me , how pathetic ur life is aite ?
but somehow i feel glad , knowing i hv an obsessed fan who always update my blog minutely lol . a second , its been almost a year , nearly 2 yrs i guess and u still cnt get over us ??? or never ? haha

aris darling , i cnt wait for u to comment ths blog =) and like always , i know wht u might say later . and for you , days by days and still counting for the utmost final day to come . i love the way u make promises and keep those real , thanks . u said this once " life wont be the same anymore" . i was wondering , but now i got the answer . yes , u're right . i was the one who forgot the date =D sorry love

back to the title , why does it called ' CERITA KELAKAR' ? obviously because someone is pushing real hard to compete with me . oh , a moment pls ! to those who DO NOT KNOW ME and talking shit , all of u are nothing but the same , equal like shits . So pls , shoo ! I dont know any of you , so if i read any of ur comments it will just add the hilarious moment to me =))

idea please !!

2010-05-21T00:55:00.000-07:00

Convo is just around the corner . I miss everyone who used to be my pal ( bestpals )
I dn miss certain jerks lol . I wonder what my lil babies are up to now . I miss Danny Nazrill like damn much , I love hugging Damea Dafeena , Im dying to kiss Danial Nazmi , I miss teasing Adam , I love cuddling with Aisya and last but not least Im so into Salih Thaqif !!!

Oh gosh , suddenly I remember of someone in my faculty . She's a girl , and well known as moron . Idk why she always try to act cool when she's not ! She made it clearly to everyone by blinking eyes ( as if she got the most beautiful eyes ) telling them to at least stay 10 feet away from her . Bumpbump stupid ass . Well I dn really mind about her , after all who would give a glance to her ? But I got annoyed when sometimes she looks at me , talking in silence . Okay , she loves the guy who loves me . So what ? Wake up bitch HE'S SO NOT INTO YOU !

But somehow , take it easy =) Im not into him either . I have someone better , ready to kiss me right on my lips so why on earth would I care about ur pathetic love story ? I love you Harris ! Thumbs down to the girl and the guy !

Hahahahahaha

2010-04-23T02:46:00.001-07:00

Bla bla bla ...
Now what ? You gave me too many excuses , tricks and evasions . I dont even know what you actually tend to show me ! But it's oke , so fine to me coz im telling you , I had super enough ! Thanks for making me a wastler !

Each time you feel sorry for what you've done , you try damn hard to pull it off by blaming me . You promised me too many whoopers and those are just big lies . I feel bad , coz half side of me is still yowling for them . Who , oh wrong . What actually are you ? I can say I am touched by your gimmicks =) You, as an innocent angel are really putting a vigorous effort of pointing everything on me . How sweet .. You know what , I dont know why at times I couldnt stand still staring at you because you are so FAKE ! Why on earth would you pretend being deceived by me ? Lol you are damn funny , I LIKE !!! =)

What Are Friends For

2010-04-02T22:53:00.000-07:00

I read my title trice , think whether it suits my mood today or not . What actually friends are for ? For having fun , to have someone on your back , to have shoulders to cry on , to have everything and everyone around you . I guess , that's the meaning of friendship . Lol damn funny ! Sometimes I guess it is better not to have friends , because ' friends ' around me tend to act like shit , fucking asshole . I hate to say all this , I love them . Still . Sadly , I need to have more space and time to think back of everything . I feel wasted , those words are now nothing , hard to be trusted . Losing faith in friendship is pretty hard , I am starting to hate it .

Fucked up in a beautiful manners

2010

2009-12-17T22:31:00.000-08:00

2010 is approaching !
I got offered to further my study in the same campus as my boyfriend , sounds great but im sure its gonna be tough .
Nevertheless , i choose to face it =) but moving to a new place with new surroundings and environment is not really my interest
I just really hate seeking for houses + housemates
What if they dn fit me ? Duhhh

Im having so much trouble right now , i dn wish to add for more
Im hoping all these will get to be smooth and put me at ease
Shah Alam , soon to be stepped

2009-12-04T08:45:00.000-08:00

Obviously im not in a good mood . I got myself into a really disturbing , unpleasant feeling at the moment .

I dont know why people keep poking their nose in my business . Oh gosh ! Dont you people own any mirror to face your own disgusting faces ? Oh right . Maybe the mirrors cant bear reflecting your fucking fugly faces , they turned cracked lol . Whatever monkey ass ! You people really pissing me off and please know that im not gonna spend a second listening to your folly cheap talk ! Please lh weyh , you are so insolent and brazen !

Oh maybe you find me interesting lol . Well yes ! Envy me , I am so much better than you thats why you just cant keep your dirty ass away from me aite ? Oh poor . I feel bad to you , cause I own those that you dont . By anyhow , you wont get a slight chance to own as me cause you're way behind my par , isolated shits . You smell like jerk , who would bother anyway ?

Again , my bad . Lupa lak english korang corrupted , broken . Not being too proud , but we both know how poor your english is . So let me make this simple , korang tu BODOH tau tak ? Fikir kaw kompang satu kampung ak goyang lh ? Off my sight , bitch ! Muka mcm babi sodok anjing , sesuai lh ng nickname kaw kn ? Kecah nk confront , berapi habis lh konon tp ? habuk pun tarak . Dey minachii tamau ckp mcm biawak ada boleh tk ? ape kate lh kn kalau ak suggest kaw cuci mangkuk jamban je since muke kaw pn dh alang alang mcm taik cirit dlm jamban tuh ? Mulut blender , twist smw ceritera .

Btw , btw , btw ... sape terasa , i would really like to highlight , I DONT PAY FOR ANY BROKEN HEARTS by people who might read this . I dont really bother

Miserable Drama

2009-10-26T08:09:00.000-07:00

Time flies so fast , didnt realize it almost midnite .
I was sitting all alone in my room , typing alphabets when i happened to realize that my final week is lurking near .

At times , i feel good as i've covered most chapter in the syllabus but on the other hand , i feel bad and fatigue about things that happened around me recently . Starting with friends , its very good to have cliques around , people to hang out with , chocking fun together and have shoulders to cry on . But what friends are for if few of them treat me nice before my very own eyes and make up new stories behind my back . I don't accuse anyone , but i know , someone in somewhere called ' friend ' is acting like one =) However , i like standing on my current level without having to step on ohers , relying for further help and assistance . Im cool with things im carrying now .

Enough about drama friends , family ? I thinks its common and conventional to dig urself in family matters . Everyone must have been in such situation . As for me , i don't get really well with my brother . I wont forget the bruises he did on me . Sorry , bro . I'll try myself harder not to seek for your help anymore .

The more and closer the paper is , the worse i let situations take over me . One after one , nothing seems to end nicely . Argument with boyfriend is another mistake i've made previously . But whatever it is , i try to stay focus and avoid those fatous matters from happening on me .

I've made myself this far , so why should i regret of things i've left ?

Alahai PEMBODOH kesiannnn

2009-09-25T23:29:00.000-07:00

fuck giler doe ng BITCHES zaman skrg
completely bangang ke ap ke tk tau lh kn . tp merimaskan
as if dh tk d keje lain asyik nyebok gendeng gendeng kt org ?

ye lh en muke mcm tk d tembok dh nk tekup , PANTEK gelabah lebih . Nk msg msg serang budget superwoman lh kaw ? takat katik gemok lk tu haishhh pg makeover dl boleh ?

Tk kacau hidup kaw , kaw tk pya semak semak hidup org . kt kolej dh lh buruk pastu sebok ng member member kampung kaw tuh . duk rmi rmi then ade ati nk ngumpat . Nh tk tau lh kaw sedar ke tk , muke kaw sumpah tk boleh blah kot ? STOP BEING IDIOPATHIC

You're humiliating your fucking self .

Nh lh style baru pegi clubbing lh konon . PATHETIC .
Padan muke kot . Whatever it is , do mind ur words and please lh weyh if tk nk ak underestimate kaw , stop using broken english yg nta mn mn kaw sapu tu . Sian giler weyh corrupted habis kot ?

ASSHOLE ENTERTAINING PPL WITH HER FUCKING ASS

Fascinated

2009-06-27T08:10:00.000-07:00

I dont really feel good about things around me lately , of course , everything is on its track but ...
naah doesnt really important . Perhaps I was thinking too much on it previously . I have sorta prob with family especially with my brother , have zero idea why he always step on my way lol . Whatever it is , I try not to stay furious for quite a period , sounds good uh =)

Elya my sis , I miss her as we're staying apart now . She's doing a great job at TV9 and so does my other sis , Julie . The kids mea and nazmi as well , they never stop making me laugh with their ritual at home . Haha =D Im getting closer with my last 4 papers this coming July . To be honest , I do have several choices but those are confusing , so who on earth would make up their mind if they were in my shoe ?
I have lots of dreams in future , I guess to make those real , I have to sacrifice everything even if it takes me to trade with any precious thing in this whole wide world . Im fortunate , truly lucky to have people around me that still understand my pledge of life .

There is another person who never give up on me , never quit from loving me , never take a step backward from me . For these reasons , thanks a bunch . Millions thanks from me , sincerely . I hope the journey we both have treasured so far will never block the other bridge of love . He has colored my life each second he's breathing next to me , what else do I need ? Sorry for being bad at times , Im only a human , I make mistake like almost everyday without realizing it . But do keep in mind , each single fault I've committed , those always come with good intention to make you smile ...

My Lord The Almighty , do bless me =( I still need your guidance , to show me the light of truth . Please bless the people around me , the people I love most , may they always been showered by your blessing .

Strike out , Boy

2009-05-27T02:02:00.000-07:00

Love is all about chemistry . Do you ever realize how hard to find a real and true love ? Whenever you're looking for it , you will never get but then , silent in the pathway might shock you with a sudden love call and whenever you fall in love and you think it's the best for you , then only you realize it actually belongs to someone else . Im hoping KAMALHARRIS is my true love . My pathway is not a crossed path . I still have a bridge to cross over to the other side . Guide me , love ...

To me , love comes when we least expect it . I never thought it could feel so good yet painful . I don't really mind in any way it appears , I just hope it lasts for eternity . Years by years , time passes by . One after one guy created own sign in my life . Some even left memories =) But as for now , a ' somebody ' has marked his existence deep in my heart . No one but one , no words could ever picture his role in my life . Truly proud of him , a fact that could never be denied . It's kinda ironic to love someone that never caught my eyes previously . From the most hated person , he has now become the most wonderful person in my life . I am still the same old person , which he may not realize yet . Just attitude and desire of becoming a brand new person has changed the humanity in me . Being me is pretty hard . But somehow , I am glad I have at least changed in a much better shape .

Thousand words of thanks could never be enough to show my appreciation to him . His laugh his smile his everything really mean the world to me . Losing him might cost a whole life in sorrow and I never wish for that . He's the type who is willing to burn his Armani jacket just to pull me out of fire , the type who would throw his beloved Nike shoes just to chase a cat that play around me , the type who would sneak in KLCC's bridge with help just to propose me to be his girlfriend . Nothing could ever return his sincerity and honesty to me .

KAMALHARRIS ;
I love you each and every single second in my life . You're wonderful =)

Apong

2009-04-09T05:42:00.000-07:00

Life is much more better recently , everything is going so smooth and steady . My life gets even brighter with this one cheeky guy , KAMALHARRIS . I wont say much about him cause i feel comfortable knowing him this way . He's the one who keeps the light in my life , whenever im down , hes there trying hard to cheer me . He's kind though , never fail to stick with me , keep up with me in any way . Too much to say about him , cant afford to list all down here . I might be all that people say , i might be all that people talk . But in one specific way , i found faith by shaping myself in a way that people cant judge at all . This guy is about to discover all about me , and i really wish he'll never stop discovering me . I have the ultimate faith and hope with him , i want to spend the rest of my life being with him and i really wish to grow older with all the sweetest touch of him .

Dearest apong ,,
Listen this from my heart , i promise you i'll try hard not to break ur heart . In any way i just really want you to know i love you for the way you are . No matter what people might say , no matter what people might judge , i give nothing . I dont pay for any bullshit or fucking judgements from them . As to me , i know myself better and much better than anyone else . To all those retarded fags , keep away from destroying this special relationship , cause i wont let any of you walk freely if you try me . I love this guy and i dont mind if others love him too cause i know the fact of his heart , he loves me too . That's all matter to me . I love you Apong like so damn fucking much .

Who The Hell?

2009-02-26T19:38:00.000-08:00

I feel bad about the relationship between me and faris. Idk why ppl keep messing with us. Not really ppl , but the girl. I wont mention the name but i hope she knows that she's ruining everything. Gosh , give me a break. Why would she talks shit about me. Im glad faris got mad too , at least he concerns about me. I wish i can tell him who she is. =(

Duhh , faris will be back on august. At last , the long wait has finally comes to its end. Cant wait to chill with him.
What friends are for aite?

kilby : i dn feel comfortable, i heard ppl talk shits abt me.
faris : huh? omg! i need to know who n who's d prson who talk shit bout u? so do tell me! who r they to interpt our rlionsip? just wana tell u..my missy kill..chill aite..just ignore wut people might say aite?(hug u ..kiss sket..so smile :) )

alah. u know noth lh faris. the one who talk shits about me is the one closest to you. whatsoever.

A Day Has Just Gone

2009-02-21T06:11:00.000-08:00

Uh , i dn really feel great about today. Im tired. Plus , i guess i just made the day even worse =)
i helped a bastard , but naah nvm. Pity him , even he keeps yelling fuck to me yet i still feel sorry about him.
And oh , to his father , please dn ask me more about ur son. Seriously uncle , i take no part in his life anymore.
Ur son is a loser. Face it , will you?

Im turning my world upside down by seeing my old ex-classmate. Gosh , i shouldnt have met him. Haha omg i feel funny about this part , he isnt the same boy i met last 6 years. Grrr , damn bad. Me and my friend , aliaa were talking like we own the world without anyone. She might looks like an angel , well she's so NOT ! Aha ily aliaa <33

It's been a long time since i last updated my blog. Oh , sorry. Been pretty busy lately with assignments and tests. However i still get the chance to make some changes here. And please dont ask about my details. Its just too private , dude. Nothing vital.

You FUCK

2009-01-28T04:25:00.000-08:00

Dedicated to people who keep whoring , one of them might be you. Being too busybody isnt good for ppl like you , cause you arent smart enough for me. You , bestfriend , friends or whoever you are. Please be extra alert and read this blog wisely. You are noth but a crap to me. Pity fag , mind your own business. Never show your fucking ugly face in front of me and ouh , pointing over me is a very pathetic way of showing your failure.

Malay called it as 'menyampah' , oke? Please lh idiot. I HATE YOU TO DEATH. Ouch gheez , pighead. Perangai macam monkey. Erghhh benci !

Stalk this blog. Read out and let whole world read with you. Oke? Ive set the latest ppl who view this blog so i'll be notified and know who's reading or attempting to view. Ahha. Cant hide yourself any longer aite? Welcome Back !

The SHIT that you hear might be true but it could be as FAKE as the BULLSHIT who told you

From All The BULLSHIT I Can't Take

2009-01-25T06:50:00.000-08:00

It's not a question of love and hate

You made our life together so desolate
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To me , breaking up is about two person who has been in a relationship. And it seems as if no matter how hard one person tried to keep it going strong it was just never good enough for the other person. And the one always giving effort just never got the credit and was just treated like crap in return. It also seems like the person may have a lot of drama since its easy for him to walk away.

Ever had a boyriend , that caused you pain and tears than the love was worth? He wanted you to be miserable, just because he was? And even though you gave him everything you had and put 150% into that relationship, it still wasn't good enough? Well my ex-bf isnt this bad. Its true he caused me pain and tears , but i know its out of his intention. He has been trying too hard not to make me cry but he failed. I have wasted my time loving him , because i thought we could keep it lasts. But less than expected period , we're done. Should i say , i made a wrong choice? Gosh , my life has been way too odd recently.

Wrong Turn - You Have Just Missed It

2009-01-21T19:46:00.000-08:00

Ive been too patience , anticipating for the truth , yet couldnt bear to face it. But how long should i keep this fucking feeling that keeps toturing inside? This new post is dedicated to someone , a person who never knows how i feel.

Last day , i went out finishing my assignments with friends and having cups of coffee , which i thought might be relaxing. Everything went smooth when a song was played in that 'very' restaurant. Well , it was okay but would be better without the song. "Because a girl like you is impossible to find" huh? Silently , the past came back and reminded me of him. If i were impossible to find , then why did he make it possible by letting me go? Paused. Great , he never meant it.

I may be a bitch , but i never lie about my feelings. I may be a fucking whore , but i never tend to dump you. I might be the most horrible thing in your life , but i never wish to hurt you. After all , i guess ive been too strong in defending the relationship which you dont need anymore.

And as for now , the separate way you chose has brought me here. I gain back my strength , learning to make a new step , climbing the whole over frustration and live ahead. Those sacrifices mean nothing , equals to shits you might have dropped to pathetic , pity fag. Keep in mind , i live in my own world surrounded by people i care most and i never pay the tax for you to live along. If you wish to have a great cruise , you might want to rethink. Because the ship wont sails to the right direction everytime. Today might be yours , but tomorrow?.

Myth Of Fact

2009-01-17T06:07:00.000-08:00

I always have this one very feeling telling that i may not be who i am now without my courage. I may be the youngest among siblings , but i never rely too much on family. Because to me , a girl like me growing to a woman needs to stand still on my very own feet and create own path. People may assume me as girlish , feminine and all those craps. Well , maybe half of me would have agreed with that. But i do own a very hard steel inside. After all i am now still the same person. I hate making friends , but i love keeping friends i have now. So i might be arrogant to some of you , you may hate me , that wont be bothered at all. I talk craps , yell the hell and throw shits like everyday. If you dont fit me , i am glad to have you out of my life.

I enjoy piercing even folks may see me as a bad teen. I enjoy listening to those metal , indie , screamo , alternative , hard/grind/metal/death core , and so many more even some might think those are bad influences. I enjoy cursing people and shout for the war even others might assume me as a mean teen. Very well , i also enjoy watching the acts and listening to trash words by those who hate me. If being me is wrong , then i never want to be right. I have experienced too many fucking horrible things in life but yet i am still here , dare to face the next.

I am Kilby , the myth of myself , the fact of my life.

Girls Next Door

2009-01-13T08:46:00.000-08:00

2009 means nothing to me. Its just another new chapter added in my life , like previous years but with different colours. Some might says , ive changed a lot. Perhaps yes , im becoming more mature and independent in facing new life. So here i am , kilby. 22 years ago i was born and that was the day i started breathing. I maybe arrogant , i maybe sarcastic. Call me anything , i wont bother. This blog might reveal a bit about myself , which i am free to share. But when it comes to personal or privacy which may not be stated here , please be considerate by respecting this blog. I do this for fun. So please be wise. I am a very simple , ordinary type of person. I dont mess with you , you dont mess with me. I lead my life with my own rules which i let no room for judgement. I think , i decide and i rule myself. I may not be a good friend , so i am proud to mention that i might be the one you dont wish to know. Happy reading my blog , buddies.

Life Of Kilby

2009-01-13T08:13:00.000-08:00

The part which i never wish to share. Life has been pretty hard for me these recent days. I wish i could be stronger , well at least strong enough to face reality. In this whole wide world , there are only few people who know me well. Family , of course and friends , on the other hand. I am only a human who make mistakes without realising it might hurt others , but i always believe there is another chance for me to fix myself right. You dont face failure , you wont face success. So im holding on to my pledge , in the world of mine , i am the only conquerer. I win every battle , and i try hard to face any fear.

I end up my 2008 with sadness , and started 2009 with sorrow. For all this while ive been thinking of loving only one guy in my whole life. Well , i thought wrong. I guess ive been too drown with him , not realising actually the relationship we had has faded. For every slight mistakes , arguements , shouts , and words had led to its end. Too painful to bear on my own , but walking out of it might cause more tears. Im overcoming it , still trying , still moving. I believe someday , i will be greater with new self.

Hes a nice guy. No matter what has become between us , i still want to believe the way he made me believe. I dont trust people easily , and i know he wouldnt lie unless for good sake. I missed the moment he sang songs to me , i missed lots of things with him , too many that i couldnt list down here. I just , really wish i could undo those moments for the last time. But i know , the past should stay dead. So let those be a history , pretty side in heart.